Hey u so today its been 5 days since your send off and it was beautiful Jay it really was you would've loved it, so many people came to show there respects. I really thought that after saying good bye things would become easier but it appears to be getting more difficult each day me and our beautiful babies are waking without you here the weeks leading upto your passing were incredible the days in days out ans movie eves that well never forget jacob I miss you so so much my best friend my baby daddy my soul mate ❤ ill love you forever and ever your an incredible person and I'm going to make sure the girls know it too we all miss you like crazy, brodie thinks your an angel in an airplane. She let a balloon go a few days ago and told me it's gone to be with daddy please if your around please come make your presents known :) miss and love you always sleep tight puppa bear 🐻 love mumma bear 🐻 and the babies xxxxx